Monday, December 10, 2012

happy.

I have had a really rough month.  I feel like my world stopped, but life just kept going on around me. I feel like I have been dragging, and I know I haven't been the best wife or mom. Today I am thankful. I am SO thankful for two healthy kids that call me mommy and a husband who loves me more than anything. I am thankful that they have all been patient with me this last month. Today I read a book, the entire thing from cover to cover and it was SO good. It was about the spirit world and life after death. I am starting to feel a little better about things. I am starting to realize that my dad is happy right now and healthy, and doing great things. I miss him SO much, but HE is happy. And that is all I really want. So I have decided it is time for me to be happy again, to be a good mom and wife again, because I know that my dad would want me to do that. 

and because every blog is better with pictures of my kids :)

 

P.S. The book is called 'The Message' by Lance Richardson. You can get it at Desert Book or Amazon. I highly recommend it for anyone who has lost a loved one, or is interested in learning more about what happens to the spirit after death.